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I'll never want you, But I want to be with you I don't want to love you, I want you to love me too What you have is purity I'm sick of depravity People going on day by day Taking every sacred fucking thing away Aren't you sick of it? Aren't you done with it? I want something sacred I want it with you I want to prove once and for all That love isn't the bloodsport And there is a heaven afterall In a sacred love between two In the life I want to live with you.

Gentle is the Pirate Aether Wind Stealing Compassion For Sober+ Contemplation Then in the void of silence An angry Whisper, echo Then Catacaphones onto itself Till it's a roaring SEA of hate Deaf become the ears And Death becomes the head Till it falls silent again, Dumb Outcast to the wasteland Others would call it despair Throwing tiny rocks at IT The Cricket who would disrupt Silence eternal, chirping song Ready to return one day Hands full of rocks to throw And cynical sarcasm to deftly But not jokingly wield To tear down the social walls To Pick them apart for everyone So every ONE can see the tattered That poor fab

The cold moon rose in the still night sky No stars shined in that still night sky The faces around aghast in an eternal moan The forever dead living, feeding under the moon Blood was spilt, and the moon rose red Tears were shed as the sun came aain Laying out before the world horrors untold Showing shocked faces carnage untold But known in so many minds, imprinted Images left forever, nightmares to reaccur While the living slept in fear And the eternal dead fed awake

Alone in a dark room Heart pounding hard in my throat Can't keep from worrying Can't keep from dreading Nervous Tired Drowning Dead Hoping Desire I feel sick Keep this feeling away Can't help it Needing again Desire to be with you again Afraid of life Afraid of asking Are you still with me? Or am I alone? Fear Loathing Myself the target I need to quit this Help me Save me You promised me a chance Needing again Bleeding again Choking on my heart Drowned in desire Don't hurt me I can't defend myself I don't want to fight I want to submit Give me that chance Unless you'll kill me again I've been killed over an

The nice guy. The one foretold to finish last. The one used and abused by the world but too stuborn to change his ways. Or maybe just incapable of it. Kind. Gentle. Caring. Misunderstood. Hurting. Searching for the final end to pain. Idealist. Criticized. Ridiculed. Hated. The nice guy. Psychologically bent onto self loathing. Nothing to be proud of, always in the wrong. Torn. Ignored. Paranoid. The nice guy. Warped. Altered. Wise. Always a fool. Unbegrudging. The Romantic Bleeding Heart. A nutcase. Different. Wanting. Alone. I can't pretend to be what I'm not. I may be an actor, but I can't act forever. Go, race to your finish lines. Go and

I am just a whore to my own self pitty I dwell in my lingering darkness Because in that darkness is all I've ever known Someone come and drag me out Tear me up, fix me again Stitch me, tie me, bind me to yourself Someone take pitty on this broken soul This one who knows not what to do With life, with thoughts, with friends so dear Watch me as I cry this dust dry tears Everyday, I fear I fear Alone everyday, Alone I fear

Half a minute ticks on buy My eye twitches Half an hour ticks on by My eye twitches Half a second ticks on by My eye twtiches Half my life flashes by My eye twitches The effects of boredom Different for everyone Boredom still lurks Like a silent slayer Like a killing prayer Boredom sneaks up on you Some solve it with a knife Some solve it with a needle I solve it by thinking But thinking gets me into trouble Some kill boredom by killing themselves Some commit genocide of a thousand white sperm I solve it by thinking And thinking gets me into trouble Some solve it with delusions Some solve it with food I solve it by thi

Something beautiful Beautiful like a dew covered rose Sparkling in the sun light Or at night in the moonlight Smooth like a cat With every move of grace Hidden in shade Shadows embrace England cries with your tears It cringes with your fears Follow the Mother Worship the goddess The Earth feels your pain Let nautre love you again